Thats right….a lot of people have said it….and I’m going to do it. For 3 years I have loved her unconditionally….I’ve put up with more than any boyfriend should have to….I’ve dealt with her parents…I’ve dealt with her liking other guys…all the while with me not even THINKING of being with anyone else…and I’m going to take some advice from a few friends today…like Topper told me, love is based on trust..if you cant trust someone…truly then its not going to work out. She lied to me over..and over..she dated some other guy for 2 months without even telling me….I deserve better than that…and she doesn’t deserve the love I’ve given her..she doesn’t deserve the devotion I’ve had and she doesn’t deserve to make me sad anymore. I am 110% sure she’ll come back, and she’ll realize she’s made the BIGGEST mistake of her life…and I’m not going to be there this time, I have been in the past..but I am not going to be the backup plan…the guy who takes her back over and over..that ISNT love. It took me 3 years to realize I’ve always loved her more than she loved me..I guess that just made me blind.

I went out with a girl I’ve known since high school yesterday..had a really good time (Actually supposed to go see Shinedown sometime), the month of March…maybe it will be good.

For my friends who helped me through this….I cant thankyou enough, I’d be drunk…half dead without you telling me thinks would work out…telling me how good a guy I am…that she doesn’t deserve me…it helped. I’m done with the nights I’m so sad I wont eat…the nights all I think about is her…this is my life…and I’m going to make it happy.

Gwen, if you read this…dont bother ever writing me again. I dont care how sorry you are, or how you’ll make it up to me, its not worth the lies, its not worth me giving you my heart for you to break, you can rip up that picture I made you 2 years ago, it means nothing anymore. Nothing you can say will make me forgive you for what you’ve put me through. I dont care about you. Not Anymore. And you made that choice, not me. I’m going to give you a piece of advice though; dont lie to someone else, dont make them think  you love them more than anything when you dont. Dont make them plan a future you NEVER plan on having with them. You say your a Christian? Might want to check the ten commandments and see how many of those you’ve broken, lying to me…cheating on me…lying to your parents. I’ll leave you with one thought though. You honestly were a better person 2 years ago than you EVER were now. Like I said. You’ll regret this to the day you die, to bad it wont mean anything to me.

For everyone else; this blog will be back to normal pretty soon with some cool new content…possibly a few surprise updates..not sure yet.

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Thats right, this is a sad blog, I never update it, why do I have it? To write the random stuff in my head that cant be said on RunePlanet…or stuff that has little to nothing to do with RuneScape in general. Anyway lets attempt writing this again!

Alright so the past 2 days have been pretty crazy, Wyatt was back from college for the weekend, so that consisted of staying up every night until 4 am playing video games and stuff, then Saturday my sister and niece and came down for a visit, Wyatt and I took her sledding, was pretty fun, I had a really good time, Wyatt almost broke his leg (by almost running right into some concrete stairs) yayyy for danger. Anyway, right now I’m fairly happy with everything in my life, I got to talk to Gwen last night so that is the majority of my happiness.

Hmm..what else..I’ve been making videos a lot more now, I made a VLog of the sledding which is on my o4n YouTube Account, and I made a Fireworks CS4 web 2.0 button tutorial on my AaronUnleashed channel, AND I’m now doing a Runescape series with Wyatt and Ana on AriederRS (with some guest stars in the upcoming episodes). So busy with all that.

Anyway, I wanted to write a quick blog to see how many people read these, so we’ll see what the stats say, I may be ditching this whole blog thing as I dont use it ;P.

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So its been awhile since I last posted a blog about whats going on in my life. I guess a few things have happened, Leia ran away a few days ago when my dad was walking her in the morning, we spent 4 hours walked over 5 miles through the woods looking for her (with me in shorts…I’m an idiot…I always wear shorts…even in the winter, oh well). And never found her, just as we were driving through the neighborhood and getting ready to go home my mom calls and says she came home…which is a good thing. I did buy the Nexus One, I said I wasnt but after thinking it over…the pros and cons the pros outweighed the cons and I caved…I liked the ability to replace the battery, I liked the ability to use 3G, so I just bought it, and I dont regret it…so far its been a great phone. Lately I’ve been watching a lot of episodes of House, I never really watched it when it first came on…but now I have to admit I really like it, its a great show. Eh I guess lately I’ve just been thinking about a lot of stuff…stuff that’s always on my mind which I’ve written about before, and the future and just a lot of stuff. I need to start doing more work for RunePlanet…I need to start working on Netcessor…I need to do a lot of stuff but put it off…blah….almost valentines day….Hm…more later.

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Today, Google started taking orders for their newest creation, the Nexus One, that phone that in theory, could be the iPhone Killer. So what’s so great about this new phone that so many people think it has a chance to take on the king? First off lets talk about the processor in this bad boy. The Nexus one features a Qualcomm QSD 8250 1 GHz, a ONE GIGAHERTS PROCESSOR! The iPhone 3G[s] is stuck with a 833 mhz PowerVR SGX GPU under clocked to 600mhz. So for processing power the Nexus is a clear winner. Now as for RAM the iPhone 3G[s] got a boost of 256mb from the original 128 mb found in the iPhone 2G and 3G, which was a GREAT update and you rarely see an application crash, however the Nexus strikes again with a whopping 512MB of RAM, doubling the 3G[S]. Another awesome feature of the Nexus is the camera, which trumps just about any other smart phone out there, the Nexus includes a 5MP camera with auto focus and LED flash while the 3G[S] is stuck with a 3.0MP auto focus. Both phones have the ability to record video, the iPhone at up to 30 FPS and the Nexus as 20+ FPS. The screens are not too different the Nexus is .2 inches larger. So what do you think do you thinks Google’s phone will finally take down the iPhone? Or will Apple roll out the 4G with better features and an amped up processor? Only time will tell, but for now its really which system your more familiar with, the Nexus is about $100 (unlocked) more than the 3G[S], and it is of course, running Android. With Apple’s policies of taking months to review app updates and new submissions do you think many people will switch over to the Nexus? Or do you think Apple has learned from their mistakes and is working with developers to deal with the App Store mistakes?

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So today is New Years eve, so I’m going to make myself a New Years resolution, and that is to be a better person. You know when I was a little kid I always said I’d never cuss…I’d never drink, I had seen the mistakes that other people had made and I didnt want to make them, but I guess the past has a way of repeating its-self. Now I’m not saying cussing and drinking makes you a bad person, its just not the kind of person I wanted to be plus there are other things that I have done that I dont think were right, and I’m going to try my best to avoid those from now on. So hopefully in 2010 I’ll be a better person…after all when I have kids I want them to look up to me the way I look up to my parents. So now that you know mine, what is YOUR new years resolution?

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So today my order from the JaGeX Store came, I ordered a Zammy Cup because I was like eh that looks pretty cool, and it was only like $5, so I bought it. So the package comes today in this really tall box, and I’m like….wtf is this? So I open it, take out the cup and wristband (free gift) and see a card (with my name on it), open it and read it:

So that answered my question as to why the box was so big, they sent me the $30 red dragon wall thing too, I put it up a few hours ago and it looks really cool, they did a really good job with it and thanks to them for the free gift . I guess good news comes in pairs? Because I heard from Gwen….even after I told her we shouldnt talk again because I’m always getting her in trouble with her parents…but I cant get her out of my head :/, so I’m not sure what’s going to happen…but eh, I’m happy for now ;P.

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Man just when you think your fine…your thoughts slip back to one of the worst parts of your life..the part that hurt the most..even if you know what you did was right you wish it could have been the choice you wanted…I need to stop thinking about this, but it’s so hard not to..and I’m sure none of you get what I’m talking about because you don’t know the story but I needed to get this out…I’ll always love her…

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Wow its been awhile since I’ve written a blog >.>, I need to get back into the swing of things, well I only have one class left before I graduate from ITT Tech, so I guess thats good news, I never really saw myself going to college…but I cant say I regret it, even though I HATE school. Christmas is coming up pretty fast and I guess I need to do some more shopping for my family ;s. I think I may put up the Christmas tree in a few minutes since I have some time to kill while I wait for a phone call.

Leia got hurt today, on her walk while playing she started yelping and stuff…we really have no clue whats wrong with her, when shes staying still shes fine, but if you touch her stomach she cries, so she’ll be going to the vet soon if she dosnt get better.

Anyway, going to put up the tree or something now..peace.

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I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving, its the one time of the year you can think of the things you have and be thankful for the people in your life. Most of the time you can think of the things that are bad in your life, the things your missing, but on Thanksgiving you can be thankful for the things you DO have. Anyway for thanksgiving I just had dinner with my family, after that we talked for awhile, it was really nice. Yesterday my cousins and aunt came over to hang out for awhile, and I had a really good time, I wish there were more times in life where you could just relax like that, have fun with people you care about and not have to think about the bad things. So what am I thankful for? My family and friends. What about you?

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I wish . I’ve only had like 2 or 3 “white” Christmases since I’ve been alive, but they were awesome, having snow on Christmas is just freaking sweet. Right now its raining outside, BUT just to get in the Christmas spirit I’ll be putting up Christmas lights this week , I always loved putting them up…the Christmas season is just a great time of year, you get to hang out with your friends, see your family that you havnt seen in a long time, the mood is just calm and peaceful. It is always a great time of year and I always look forward to it. What do you enjoy about the Christmas season? What do you do to celebrate?

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