I went out with a girl I’ve known since high school yesterday..had a really good time (Actually supposed to go see Shinedown sometime), the month of March…maybe it will be good.

For my friends who helped me through this….I cant thankyou enough, I’d be drunk…half dead without you telling me thinks would work out…telling me how good a guy I am…that she doesn’t deserve me…it helped. I’m done with the nights I’m so sad I wont eat…the nights all I think about is her…this is my life…and I’m going to make it happy.

Gwen, if you read this…dont bother ever writing me again. I dont care how sorry you are, or how you’ll make it up to me, its not worth the lies, its not worth me giving you my heart for you to break, you can rip up that picture I made you 2 years ago, it means nothing anymore. Nothing you can say will make me forgive you for what you’ve put me through. I dont care about you. Not Anymore. And you made that choice, not me. I’m going to give you a piece of advice though; dont lie to someone else, dont make them think  you love them more than anything when you dont. Dont make them plan a future you NEVER plan on having with them. You say your a Christian? Might want to check the ten commandments and see how many of those you’ve broken, lying to me…cheating on me…lying to your parents. I’ll leave you with one thought though. You honestly were a better person 2 years ago than you EVER were now. Like I said. You’ll regret this to the day you die, to bad it wont mean anything to me.

For everyone else; this blog will be back to normal pretty soon with some cool new content…possibly a few surprise updates..not sure yet.

Alright so the past 2 days have been pretty crazy, Wyatt was back from college for the weekend, so that consisted of staying up every night until 4 am playing video games and stuff, then Saturday my sister and niece and came down for a visit, Wyatt and I took her sledding, was pretty fun, I had a really good time, Wyatt almost broke his leg (by almost running right into some concrete stairs) yayyy for danger. Anyway, right now I’m fairly happy with everything in my life, I got to talk to Gwen last night so that is the majority of my happiness.

Hmm..what else..I’ve been making videos a lot more now, I made a VLog of the sledding which is on my o4n YouTube Account, and I made a Fireworks CS4 web 2.0 button tutorial on my AaronUnleashed channel, AND I’m now doing a Runescape series with Wyatt and Ana on AriederRS (with some guest stars in the upcoming episodes). So busy with all that.

Anyway, I wanted to write a quick blog to see how many people read these, so we’ll see what the stats say, I may be ditching this whole blog thing as I dont use it ;P.

Peace

Today, Google started taking orders for their newest creation, the Nexus One, that phone that in theory, could be the iPhone Killer. So what’s so great about this new phone that so many people think it has a chance to take on the king? First off lets talk about the processor in this bad boy. The Nexus one features a Qualcomm QSD 8250 1 GHz, a ONE GIGAHERTS PROCESSOR! The iPhone 3G[s] is stuck with a 833 mhz PowerVR SGX GPU under clocked to 600mhz. So for processing power the Nexus is a clear winner. Now as for RAM the iPhone 3G[s] got a boost of 256mb from the original 128 mb found in the iPhone 2G and 3G, which was a GREAT update and you rarely see an application crash, however the Nexus strikes again with a whopping 512MB of RAM, doubling the 3G[S]. Another awesome feature of the Nexus is the camera, which trumps just about any other smart phone out there, the Nexus includes a 5MP camera with auto focus and LED flash while the 3G[S] is stuck with a 3.0MP auto focus. Both phones have the ability to record video, the iPhone at up to 30 FPS and the Nexus as 20+ FPS. The screens are not too different the Nexus is .2 inches larger. So what do you think do you thinks Google’s phone will finally take down the iPhone? Or will Apple roll out the 4G with better features and an amped up processor? Only time will tell, but for now its really which system your more familiar with, the Nexus is about $100 (unlocked) more than the 3G[S], and it is of course, running Android. With Apple’s policies of taking months to review app updates and new submissions do you think many people will switch over to the Nexus? Or do you think Apple has learned from their mistakes and is working with developers to deal with the App Store mistakes?

Alright, so I’m really getting tired of all of this so I’m finally going to write about it. Where to begin….I guess I’ll start by saying WHY JaGeX hate me. A LONG long long long LONG time ago, I was a player moderator, for about a week, and was demodded for posting a picture of a thread of the p-mod forum on a different forum (how many years ago?), and I agree that was the stupidest thing I could have done, and I regret it to this day, and I have apologized MANY times over. Second, I posted a video the day the servers crashed the same day (next year) Durial killed all those people and people were going around world 66 saying ice me, the video was flagged and I got stuck with a copyright mark on my account….wtf? THIRD, I made a video called “Randomscape, The new Runescape” expressing my opinion about how I was getting randoms every 10 minutes, asking JaGeX to fix this as it was really interrupting gameplay, that video was also flagged for copyright and taken down (ALL my content, yes gameplay content, but NO music). Now I just think its REALLY stupid that JaGeX is taking this out on RunePlanet, one of our members made an AMAZING drawing that SHOULD have been in the favorites on facebook, but was it? NO! How about the JaGeX machinima competition? Now I know my video wasnt the best but it was a lot better than a few of them on there, and no that is not my opinion that is others. THIRD, seriously? RunePlanet doesn’t get approved as an official fansite? We enforce your rules more than ANY other fansite, we have a player moderator moderating the site, we have a FAMILY which is a HELL of a lot closer than most Runescape Communities. I guess what I’m saying is, I WORK MY ASS OFF to appease JaGeX and this is what I’m stuck with, RunePlanet not an accepted fansite (for NO real reason), and me and our users taking the toll of that. Two times now..two times we have invited j-mods to our parties, and the first one they “forgot” and the second they said they MIGHT be able to make, damn if I asked TehNoobShow to ask one they would be there like THAT. I guess what I’m saying is THEY PLAY FAVORITES, which is wrong. I’m sure that because of this entry i’ve killed RunePlanets chances to get accepted yet again, but I dont believe we ever had a chance based on all the reasons I stated earlier. But again I’ll say that this does not reflect RunePlanet or the other site admins opinions, its simply the facts that I see.

/Endrant

EDIT: THOUGHT OF MORE! How about when I asked you for a short interview for the release of our new site RunePlanet when we CHANGED our name so that RWT’s wouldnt be seen?? Thats right! We changed our entire site name to make sure RTW sites weren’t seen, we did it for YOUR RULES and What did you tell me? “We can only offer interviews to accepted fansites” is the news an official fansite? How about TehNoobShows YouTube video with Mod MMG? How about the podcast that you guys did with that other site? Are you saying they are more important than the people that have sites to help players of YOUR game?

So that answered my question as to why the box was so big, they sent me the $30 red dragon wall thing too, I put it up a few hours ago and it looks really cool, they did a really good job with it and thanks to them for the free gift . I guess good news comes in pairs? Because I heard from Gwen….even after I told her we shouldnt talk again because I’m always getting her in trouble with her parents…but I cant get her out of my head :/, so I’m not sure what’s going to happen…but eh, I’m happy for now ;P.

Leia got hurt today, on her walk while playing she started yelping and stuff…we really have no clue whats wrong with her, when shes staying still shes fine, but if you touch her stomach she cries, so she’ll be going to the vet soon if she dosnt get better.

Anyway, going to put up the tree or something now..peace.